Gina, you were closer to me than my own sister, and I am finding it hard to come to terms that I won't again hear you spluttering at me after I have said something to wind you up. When I had my accident you were there for us, taking the girls away so Sara could concentrate me, even when none of my own family could be bothered to even see me in hospital. I know where my real family is, and you were such a large part of that. You had a massive impact on the lives of me, Sara, and the girls. I just miss you so much.